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I just felt Ella hiccup twice :)
I love it when she moves. She moves a lot when I’m laying down or about to go to sleep. Sometimes while I’m asleep and it wakes me up. That’s when she’s most active. That’s ok, though, I love it when she moves! I’m gonna miss her moving around in there once she’s here. This is the closest we will ever be.

I go tomorrow morning for my three hour glucose test. I’m a little nervous because my levels were so high the first time, I know I have gestational diabetes. Or, just regular diabetes. Either way, its sucky. I just hope she’s healthy and there’s no complications.
If it turns out that I am diabetic, I hope I get another ultra sound to make sure she’s alright.

My baby shower is in about a week and a half and I’m so excited! Then I can get her room all set up and finished. And also get some things she will need before she gets here.
Part of me feels bad, though, for having a shower. Like, ‘hey everyone, buy me things. K thanks!’
But then again, any shower I’ve been to, I’ve always been real excited to buy baby presents :)
Plus, I’ve bought my fair share to get it in return. Another reason I’m excited is to be able to hang out with a bunch of people I haven’t seen in a while! It sucks living so far from everyone cause I never want to drive to go see anyone, and I’m sure no one wants to drive out here to see me.

I want to move back to clearwater, but we need a second car first. Or Charles needs a job down that way. Plus, once Ella is here, I want people to be able to see her. Especially her cousins, and my friends that I have known for a while - they’re like her aunties!

About 9 weeks (or less) to go! I’m enjoying my sleep and alone time while I can. My life will be changed forever very shortly!